Been a while since I posted, mostly because I've been trying to destress, calm down, and generally act like an adult again.
It's been so long since I actually had a chance to chart my own course for the day, that I almost had forgotten what it felt like.
But I'm alive, tired, but doing well.
(What I've been up to on the flip)
First of all, the VA in Portland is a million times better than the one in my home town. I saw a Psychiatrist for the first time with the VA, the day after I arrived. Yep, that fast. Was given a diagnosis consistent with my disability, and she determined I was on the wrong meds, so no wonder I had stopped taking them...
Gave me a new prescription which I'm trying to get used to. First it makes me awake, then tired. Overall, I've been on it about a week and am happier, but that may just be the new circumstances I find myself in.
The Kossack who has been helping me out has been a saint. I can't express how much I appreciate the help while I maneuver through the labyrinthine process that is HUD.
So far, I've applied to the Vet's homeless shelter, which is full, unfortunately, and have gotten my paperwork together for the HUD people. Didn't have my birth certificate at first, so I had to send back to Monterey for it. Fortunately it only took four days to get here. Turned it in this morning, so now it's just a matter of waiting for the decision.
And having access to the INTERNET again is a godsend. No more driving 15+ miles to get to a library where I sit on the floor and type. Course my computer took up the first day with nothing but updates, but that's what happens when you don't update for almost a half year.
Still have my savings, and honestly wish that I knew where to go in Portland to get my medical MJ card. Not that I'm against the meds I'm on now, but If I'm going to be sleepy after taking it, I'd rather be on a medication that I KNOW will help me feel better. :)
Was planning on going to a Bernie party last Wed, but... got street addresses mixed up on the loaned TomTom... So, sorry I missed the opportunity to meet some of my local associates.
Overall, I must say this move has been good for state of mind. I really am a city person, and this one in particular is a great fit. Prices are a bit high, but once I get my disability upgraded, I might be able to actually live here. At least here I can get the help I need every day, instead of the old process of waiting a month to get an answer about "check back next month".
No, everything's not perfect yet, and I sometimes still despair, but it really feels like things are moving ahead, or at least in the right direction.
Thanks again for everything, folks. If it hadn't been for the support of the community, I probably never would have broken free from the destructive spiral I was in.
11:26 AM PT: Need to step away for a couple hours, but I promise to respond to all comments when I get back.